I meant by the perfect Christmas feeling, not because I didn't had good ones. All of the Christmas's I had were usually small and/or not as exciting as when I was a wee child. But this year I have more family coming over for Christmas since we have moved back where most of my family is at.
I certainly know the feeling. My Christmas' lately have been a bit boring. Mostly because as we grow up, we have fewer things that we want. I don't even know what to get anyone anymore, much less what I want. :/